20 Weeks

I have not been great about taking pictures every week, but I really think that is okay and I don't think he/she is going to hate me because I didn't obsess over the small things. I pick my battles these days. I have a lot of aspirations and ideas, but I have to choose my time wisely so as not to become completely overwhelmed.

More importantly, I want to enjoy this time and also make sure the boys have enough of my attention because I fear in a few months that there will not be enough of me. I know there will be and we will adjust. I just don't ever want anyone to feel left out.

Without further ado, a message to my little one.
We are halfway there! Probably more than half actually because I've never made it to my due date, but we'll see! I have listened to the video of your heartbeat over and over and smile every time I think of you and what you will look like. Will you look like your brothers? If you are a girl, I hope you're tough because they are a rowdy crew. They talk to you and ask about you almost every day. If you are a boy, Lord help me because I am going to be way outnumbered and will have to get another job to feed all of you!  I still feel pretty good and you let me know you are there often with your acrobatic endeavors. I have another ultrasound at the end of this month and look forward to "seeing" you again.

 I meant to post this from the ultrasound last week. Sweet profile at 19 weeks.

 20 weeks